Ah shit. Too fucking early.

So I thought I'd give this whole blogspot thing a try. Whatever. Its 6:45 on a Saturday morning and I've been awake since 4:30. There's not a god damn thing on t.v.

So I'm going to West Virginia today. Just until tomorrow morning. Thank God. Its like a 4 hour drive or some shit like that. I'll probably bring my camera so I can take some pics and show Jasmine and Eric just how lame it is up there. So I have to see my dad. And talk to him. Which I haven't been. Cause he's an asshole. He doesn't support me in anything I do. Which pisses me off so fucking much. He's just pissed because I didn't graduate college. I'm finally deciding on what to do with my life and he totally just shit on me (that make sense? o well) . So yeah, I've been ignoring his phone calls. My sister says I should talk to him and tell him Im pissed at him. And my mom says hes an idot. I'll get over it and so will he. I really don't give a fuck.

I'm single now. Finally broke up with Jay. Yeah he was an asshole. Like everybody said. I think I stayed with him for so long mostly just because the dick was good. Really good. I told him about Jake. Eww, escuse me, saying his name just made me threw up a little. Yeah that whole Jake thing was a mistake. A big mistake. Glad I fucked Jay a couple times after me and jake stopped talking cause I needed to get him out of my head. Now I just think about having sex with Jay. No Jamie! Stop thinking about his dick. Thats what I keep telling myself. Its hard. But then I just think about all the asshole things he did and then I don't want it anymore. But whatever. Fuck him. I'm done talking about it.

So I had sex with my brother in laws brother. His name is Matt. The sex was really good. We had sex a couple of times. He's 28. And has a 2 year old son. I thought it would be wierd having sex with someone that much older then me but it really didn't feel wierd. He's cute. Were just gonna be friends who have sex. Im ok with that. I don't really want to be in a relationship right now. I mean now I can have sex with whomever I want. Fuck yeah!

Ok, I'm done writing for now. I gotta take a piss and start getting ready for my dreadful trip to West fucking Virginia. O yeah I gotta pack too. Shit.